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<333 [Jul. 2nd, 2005|01:05 pm]
Updating just for the sake of it.
BEcause really- nothings that eventful these days,
you know- unless you count a myspace addiction.
Now THATS fun stuff though.

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Teach Me To Shut Off My Brain... Please? [Jun. 20th, 2005|12:27 pm]
[mood |weirdelated]
[music |Fall Out Boy]

Well, being home made me think about a lot of things && people... Then I realized that I think too much. (Well, about certain topics anyways...)

I'd trade foReveR to just
hear you say the [s o u n d]
of my name...
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Im The Worlds Greatest Pick-Pocket... [Jun. 15th, 2005|10:35 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |dishwasher]

IBurningStar: Yeah, those films sucked.
IBurningStar: This one is fantastic.
IBurningStar: It rocked my panties.
X aly 07: I still ike them, so SUSH.
X aly 07: panties? When did we start wearing those?
IBurningStar: Since forever.
X aly 07: man panties, or should I put a tighter lock on my drawer for when you come over?
IBurningStar: Panties smell awesome.
IBurningStar: j/k
X aly 07: lmfao.
IBurningStar: I wear boxers.
IBurningStar: Right now my undies have American flags on them.
X aly 07: me too. Actually, youd prolly best put a lock on YOUR underwear drawer. I like guy boxers. They make great jammies.
IBurningStar: I know.
IBurningStar: I sleep in the nude, though.
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Hypocracies & then some... [Jun. 15th, 2005|02:39 am]
[mood |enragedpeeved & hurt]
[music |In The UTC Lounge.]

Amanda's right, as usual. Her diary IS a war zone. How the hell did I get dragged into this one? Oh yeah- apparently my linguistics. (Because teenage girls dont all see to type the same...) Jane & Amber- if you see this: I didn't write the damn note, and I'd appreciate it if you wouldnt ASSUME that I did. For as much as the two of you just harped on ME about judging people beased on apperances, I would have thought that the two of you would have realized that the comment in question was posted anonymously- NOT under my name; therefore you come off quite hypocritically with how quickly you jumped on MY back.

Fuck judgements.

I want some Ben & Jerry's now...

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Every Experience Can Be An Educational One [Jun. 13th, 2005|12:57 pm]
[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[music |Nothing Today]

If there's one thing that I've learned thus far into the summer, it's that there are lots of different types of loves, and that doesn't make any one form less real or true than another one. There is the love that you feel for your family and your friends. There's a love that you just feel for what ever you're doing. There's a love that you feel for someone that you're emotionally and/or phsyically involved with. There's a love that a parent feels for their child. And then, there is the love that you feel for someone you know you're destined to love forever, regardless of the circumstances and how things end up in life. And that love, next to the love a parent has for it's children, is the strongest type out there, I'm almost sure.

I've been lucky enough to experience all of the above in my pathetically short lifetime; because 16 years really is a pathetically short amount of time. Maybe something will become of everything that I've experienced, maybe not... Somewhere along the line there has to be something waiting for everyone, and I do believe in Fate, and that everything happens for a Reason. Saddly, sometimes I dont really think that there's much to come my way, even though there are many many people who would protest that and tell me that I'll move on to something great. How do we know what that something great is? How do we know that everything we do leads up to something in our destiny? And then there's always the question of free will, do we really have it, or is it something we are given the illusion of? Supposidly our fates are all worked out, and we're destined to be whatever it is that we become; but shouldnt the choices we make alter that? And what if we choose wrongly... I wonder if that makes our fates forever altered...

Maybe, just maybe, I've been thinging too long.
But I know what I know.

In a universe of ambiguity this kind of certainty only comes once, and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live...

Baby- it's you.

♥ -Aly
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The Best Part Of Believe is the Lie... [Jun. 10th, 2005|12:24 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Fall Out Boy]

Today's the big day, we're moving my mom and step-dad away from S. Fla for good. And I have to leave the few people who I trust my life with and can unconditionally make me happy, the one man who has always had my heart and always will, and the town that has been my refuge since the unspeakable things happened to our family. That's a LOT to lose. But maybe, just maybe- there'll be more to gain in the long run. =/

Last night was... well, it was last night. Who wants to dwell on the past anyways, right? All we can do now is look to the future- for all of our sakes...

My eyes: they're clear, and that different shade of green that few people know so well... Empty still? Of course- you didn't expect for them to just fill up all of a sudden because I was on vacation did you? (Me either...) But- they ARE fuller than they were when I left. Guess that's good news to some.

3 wishes anyone? God- I have 2... But I'm not writing them beacause then they won't come true, duh.

Are we going up, or just going down?
It's just a matter of time before we're all found out...
Take your tears, put them on ice;
'Cuz I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light...

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Sorry I Can't Repeat All That Foreign Stuff To You. [Jun. 8th, 2005|04:05 pm]
[mood |melancholylost... without you]
[music |Fall Out Boy; Dance Dance]

You're the last person I ever meant to hurt; & I'm so sorry that I manage to hurt you anyways. I wish you knew how much it killed me to do so. I ♥ you... always.

You know, mornings are the best part of it...

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A survey for the curious or just plain bored... [May. 26th, 2005|11:24 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Bubble Pop Electric; Gwen Steffani]

(X) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
(X) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car

(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

(X)snuck out of parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(X) seen someone die

( ) had/have a crush on one of your LIVEJOURNAL friends
(X) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

(X) eaten Sushi
(X) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of LIVEJOURNAL
(X) been moshing at a concert

(X) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel

(X) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up

(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake ID
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake

(X) been tickled
(X) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(X) been misunderstood
(X) pet a reindeer/goat

(X) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(X) been in a car accident

( ) had braces
(X) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
(X) danced in the moonlight

(X) hated the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) pole danced
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes

(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying

(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins

(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) kissed in the rain

(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach

(X) crashed a party
(X) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(X) gone rollerskating/blading
(X) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

(X) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
(X) told a complete stranger you loved them

(X) sang in the shower
(X) have a little black dress
( ) had sex in a park
(X) had sex in the bathoom
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something

(X) got your toungue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(X) been a cheerleader
(X) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(X) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night

( ) didnt take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(X) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(X) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school
(X) gone streaking
(X) played ding-dong-ditch

(X) played chicken fight
(X) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused

(X) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed

(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name

(X) slept naked
(X) French braided someones hair
(X) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

( ) Swam with wild dolphins
(X) Climbed a mountain
(X) Held a tarantula
( ) Taken a candlelit bath with someone
(X) Said "I love you" and meant it

( ) Bungee jumped
(X) Watched a lightning storm at sea
(X) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
( ) Seen the Northern Lights

(X) Slept under the stars
(X) Changed a baby's diaper
(X) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
(X) Had a food fight

(X) Had a snowball fight
( ) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
(X) Ridden a roller coaster
( ) Hit a home run
(X) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking

(X) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
(X) Benchpressed your own weight
(X) Milked a cow
(X) Lounged around in bed all day
( ) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
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Sometimes, The Puzzle Pieces Just DONT All Fit Together... [May. 15th, 2005|08:33 pm]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |The Argument In The Kitchen & The TV]

Yeah, so... Somethings are just better left UNSAID. But does anybody in this house realize it? I think... not.

Britt doesn't want to be part of this family; wow- that's hurtful & harsh...
Casey's hiding his shit on the roof and wont take credit it for it & wont.. Well, he's being Casey still. If you know him, you'll understand that statement.
Rob's being himself too, and that's as bad as Casey being Casey, 120% of the time. Fun, eh?

Dawn & My Dad... I love them so much, and I'm so sorry that they have to put up with all the the above and whatever it is that I add into the mix. Im not quite sure what I put in there, but hey- I'm sure it's SOMETHING that somebody could gripe about. Always is...

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In Loving Memory... [May. 14th, 2005|11:09 pm]
[mood |exhaustedHot. Sweaty. Nasty. Happy.]
[music |My Ears Are Ringing From The Concert Still]

Well, kids...
We've lost another one,
to the same shit: stupidity...
Yes: He's number 6.

In loving memory of
Wellsely Christian Whorton
10/04/1988 - 5/12/2005

Maybe NOW you'll think twice about drinking and driving...

Jordan...Doug...Jed...Justin...Chris...&& Welles...

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