|Every Experience Can Be An Educational One
||[Jun. 13th, 2005|12:57 pm]
If there's one thing that I've learned thus far into the summer, it's that there are lots of different types of loves, and that doesn't make any one form less real or true than another one. There is the love that you feel for your family and your friends. There's a love that you just feel for what ever you're doing. There's a love that you feel for someone that you're emotionally and/or phsyically involved with. There's a love that a parent feels for their child. And then, there is the love that you feel for someone you know you're destined to love forever, regardless of the circumstances and how things end up in life. And that love, next to the love a parent has for it's children, is the strongest type out there, I'm almost sure.
I've been lucky enough to experience all of the above in my pathetically short lifetime; because 16 years really is a pathetically short amount of time. Maybe something will become of everything that I've experienced, maybe not... Somewhere along the line there has to be something waiting for everyone, and I do believe in Fate, and that everything happens for a Reason. Saddly, sometimes I dont really think that there's much to come my way, even though there are many many people who would protest that and tell me that I'll move on to something great. How do we know what that something great is? How do we know that everything we do leads up to something in our destiny? And then there's always the question of free will, do we really have it, or is it something we are given the illusion of? Supposidly our fates are all worked out, and we're destined to be whatever it is that we become; but shouldnt the choices we make alter that? And what if we choose wrongly... I wonder if that makes our fates forever altered...
Maybe, just maybe, I've been thinging too long.
But I know what I know.
In a universe of ambiguity this kind of certainty only comes once, and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live...
Baby- it's you.